Getting through this time...

Today, i'm on the Purpose-Driven Life Book Day 19.

Almost at the middle of my 40-day discovery with God. My life has been quite a challenge for me in the past few weeks. I'm on a roller-coaster ride everyday. But it's just that now i'm riding on a really bumpy stretch...

Oh. How much my heart longs for it all to end. But looking down from the 13th floor where I live makes me realise how i don't want my life to just end that way. What's the point?

I'm not even 18 yet. But why does it seem like i've gone through so much? Why is it so hard to just move on with life? Does every (almost) 18-year-old face the same circumstances as I do?

My life is in Christ. That is the greatest purpose and meaning to life that anyone could ever as for! But why does it hurt so much. I know this journey isn't going to be easy...

I just pray that i'll survive and reach the end.

(To anyone reading this. Please be praying for me. Thank you.)