i tried today..
i really did...
i told myself that i would study really hard in school today... i was planning to stay awake and pay attention to every single lesson for the whole day..
but, i found it so difficult just to keep up with the lesson.. when i could not understand the first lesson, my mood had been so dampened that i could not really focus for the rest of the day...
by the end of the whole day, i realised how far behind i was in my studies... i never knew how much i didn't know.... now i know that there is a lot more that i need to know!
i'm really scared.
i don't know if i can keep up with my studies... there isn't much time left.. with so much pressure, i keep thinking of just giving up... but something keeps telling me to 'be strong' and 'pull myself together'... but, i think if this carries on...
i may just 'SNAP'...
and it will all be over...
will it?
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